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Monday, August 21st, 2006
11:02 pm	ahhhhhhhhhh bubbles ah! i feel sooooooooooooo good right now. washed my hair in the sink and then i attacked my hair with detangler. sink washing does not equal fun but whatever, its better than feeling greasy. i would take a regular shower, but i cant get my stitches wet, so i had to sink wash +could even sink wash until today b/c i wasnt allowed to get my face wet at all yesterday ++ hadnt washed my hair since like friday night so i was pretty funky/greasy today. ahhh but i feel so clean now! and my hair smells like the loriel kids detangler that i use/love and my hair looks like 5 feet long because it straightened out ( = gets longer when straight) while i was brushing out all the knots ( this is the reason why i dont usually brush my hair and the reason why i accumulate knots, because i like my wavy hair and i dont like to mess it up). also got to take a bath which was nice--was soo missing my tropical soap. today i finished the writing for my last summer assignment, so now all i have to do is read the last 6 pages of the ancestors tale and i will be DONE with summer assignments... well i think i will re-read those books for english just so that im refreshed on the subject matter, but whatever. not going to the gym this week, so i hope i dont feel too chunky near the end of the week from sitting at home and ready all day...man am i gonna be pale from staying inside for the next 6 months or what? oh well, wont have to worry a/b wrinkles when im 40. but scars look sooo much better and i am happy ^ ^. am excited about school starting...well the part of school where you are joking and hanging and gossiping with your friends not that teacher hitting you upside the head with a test the size of the rats in the carr building.but whatever.ahhh hair feels so good *stokes* this weekend my mom is going to take me shopping again which will be great. my mom = awesome. she helped me wash my hair in the sink and to put the medicated stuff on my face. looks like parents are useful after all. Current Mood: clean!!! (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 20th, 2006
2:35 pm	from rambunctious roman rulers to plastic surgery well last night was very interesting. i got plastic surgery. no--i didnt get liposuction, or botox, or some other overly self focused thing. so, last night i was watching this show a/b rome with my mom up in her bed and i was falling asleep on her chest next to my cat who was also on her chest. one of my other cats came in and slipped off the bed which scared the cat that was next to my head. the cat that was next to my head ran across my face to get away from the noise, but he dug his claws in when he slipped a little, so i ended up with two big red (from the blood) lines across my face. now this all happened around midnight so my mom had to take me to the emergency room. after like four and a half hours they got a plastic surgeon in to give me the stitches in my face so that i wouldnt end up looking like rambo for prom. he had to anesthetize my face which ,trust me, is not a good feeling. first he stuck in this needle that hurt enough by itself, but then he had to inject the anesthetic which burned like heck. so apparently i will never be able to get botox or lip injections b/c the pain from that is like 102567688 times worse than what i got last night. Now i have to rub neosporin on my face every day, take medication, and not go to the gym. its also a little hard to eat hard food b/c i feel like im pulling out my stitches when i do too much with my mouth. my mom wanted me to take a picture of my face, but since im not allowed to shower until tomorrow b/c i cant get my face wet that is so not happening. Current Mood: thirsty (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 4th, 2006
1:38 pm	well. back from the beach. house was naaaaaaasty when we got back. mom is currently on cleaning/freakout thing. moving on my birthday. decided not to have a sweet sixteen party. parties are stressful and expensive. ill just sit at home by myself and watch a movie or something. going to get an over the shoulder boulder holder as it were today. that should be sooo much fun (not). my hair fro-ed out from having french braids at the beach. got cinderella shoes (well plastic and sparkley shoes) at the beach for 3$- SCORE! i really want to get rid of my bed. my new room at the new house totally wont fit it and i just cant stand it anymore. reminds me of too much. its too big. i hate it. hopefully we can trade it for a smaller one/ sell it. curse words do i hate that bed. it appears the grand-unit is trying to be sneaky and ihibit sympathy or whatever from me--not happening. and i want my schedule for next year. right now. i want. very badly. almost done with AP Bio-- finished the book (well the part we had to read to do the project) and just have 9 more tales to type up. typed up 10 at the beach but it was a pain converting it to where the rest of my paper was. all in all i will prolly end up just shy of 45 pages. meh. then on to AP US work-- which if i finish typing for AP Bio over the weekend i should be able to get done before school starts...hopefully....feel kinda sad not having a sweet sixteen, but kind of relieved...also feel a little bad because of people that i should have over but dont. oh well. really want to go and see night listener, but 7$ for a ticket is a lot. i dunno. maybe ill go see it...by myself..since no one will want to come see it with me...poop. i think im going to make come koolaid....dunno. were having takeout tonight so that should be nice--just wish we werent having company over. house =gross, emilie=tired. had a good time at the beach, but found at i actually dont like the beach itself- go figure. emilie + saltwater= pain for 5+ hours while feeling sick to stomache. not sure when y.g. is starting up again, but it should be soon...ah well.kind of looking forward to starting school again kind of not...i havent really had a summer vacation yet, so going back wont be as big of a deal as it usually is...very tempted to open up birthday present from father, but i will hold out. its only two more days...so tired. will make koolaid then take a nap. feel podgey--need to go to gym... Current Mood: sleepy (Comment on this)
Friday, July 28th, 2006
1:58 pm	meh sunshine very strange dream last night involving dating a member of milli vanilli, not knowing which lunch i had on the first day of school, snow in august, eating fried cookie dough, and magueyver. at least ive stopped having those dreams about not having my summer assignments on the first day of school. going to the beach tomorrow. 14 people packed into 3 rooms for 5 days+ eternal sun burn/sand in my shorts= not fun. am going to drive to the beach though. that should be fun...i hope. the farthest ive ever driven before is to oxford/henderson and raleigh, so this should be interesting.....i so cannot wait to be back from this trip though,b/c a)i should be finished with ALL summer assignments by then b) sweet sixteen c) will have 2.5 weeks to myself to get as stark-raving bored as possible ^ ^ yay. ooo and i have this really cool muscle in my leg now that makes me feel like a she-beast. blargh. ive been on vacation for 1.5 months now and i still have yet to actually 'be on vacation'-darn you summer assignments >< *shakes fist* sister pat and sister rose (sister pat = my great aunt....if youre wondering a/b the sister part is b/c she is a nun) left this morning..very early might add *yawn* went out to elmo's and locopops with them last night which was fun. always nice seeing family- unless you are forced to reside in cramped quarters (ie 3 bedrooms) will all 14 of them (no matter how distantly related to you they are: ex. my mother's, sister's, daughters', boyfriends are coming...seriously wish they werent). Current Mood: personal bubble! (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 20th, 2006
5:10 pm	does anyone know where a home-girl can get some diet yoohoo? ow. apparently stretching before and after running is very very important. usually i just do a fast paced walk for 13 mins and then run for 2 but of course today i decided to run for almost the entire 15 minutes (without stetching of course b/c i had never needed to stretch for fast walking). the back of my legs feel so stiff. murr. but its a good kinda stiff...also beat my record on the rowing machine: 155 calories in 15 minutes *does dance* also had to break down and bring richard dawkins to the gym b/c i exhausted metrosport's supply of magazines. there is no purer evil in this world that reading about beaver mating while exhausting yourself on an eliptical machine...well...ok so there is purer evil than that, but still... found that my triceps are getting stronger (much to my suprise) which is a very good thing indeed. i guess tomorrow i will be babysitting. sorry all you gorgeous men out there just dying to take me out on the town *does dramatic pose* i have more important things to do!...stop laughing!!... finally fixed my black camisal last night--can't even tell it was ripped at all. saturday im going to farmer's market, target, and goodwill (i will have $ to spend from babysitting ^ ^). I guess we missed rhubarb season at the farmers market, but oh well. The wax beans they have there rock my socks off. Sunday I might go see POTC 2 with abi and i think im going to go to the gym...hopefully i will be able to go..also, am thinking about one of those arm bands to hold my ipod while im working out b/c its a pain having no form of distraction with using the rowing machine/ the tread mill b/c you cant read while using them. in other news, as of tonight i will be 1/3 of the way done with AP Bio summer assignment. mwahaha! fear me and my assignment doing speed puny mortals! *loves being almost a majority of the way done with %$#@!*) project* Current Mood: exhilarated (2 Comments |Comment on this)
1:00 pm	very odd dream about being at crabtree valley mall, hanging out at a park, seeing adrienne, boys,poverty, and spoiled peaches last night. No idea what the heck it stemmed out of-- my best explanation is watching that 70's show and drinking rootbeer before i went to bed last night. more pondering to come. (Comment on this)
Monday, July 17th, 2006
7:28 pm	save jenny weasley! read to the kids at moms work today-- quite enjoyable. there is a girl there named sunny who looks exactly like sandra oh...except shes like 3... had a dream last night it was like the first day of school and they had screwed up all of my courses so i was like freaking out and i had to go through this complex system of sorting through like everyone in the schools names and their courses to change my courses to what i had origionally wanted...very interesting thought that in the dream DSA offered Japanese..so glad im going to the gym tomorrow..3 days= too long away. wish i had some grape koolaid, but i dont want to pull an adrienne and rot my teeth out..ah alas.apparently my mom threw away the shirt that i was turning into a dress--rather cross about that one.also found i really cant wear my favorite shorts any more b/c theyre too big and i look funny in them. really need to fix where my black camisal is ripped, but, like my AP Bio assignment, im avoiding doing it. also need to take off the insanely chipped nail polish i have on b/c it looks very bad. going to the beach soon. meh. i despise you sun, sand, and surf *applies SPF 1000 and hides in shade*. really need to finish more of AP Bio before i go to the beach or else i might not finish in time which means i wont get AP US done on time either and then i will be insanely screwed come first day of school. maybe thats why i had that psycho-paranoia dream last night...murr.i hate responsibility. Current Mood: no more kool-aid? (Comment on this)
11:19 am	ah kool-aid, my love so sweet well this weekend was pretty interesting. went to farmers market, got kickin bread. got caught up for AP Bio summer assignment (huzzah!). got called thin twice *does dance*--of course now i feel pudged b/c i havent gone to the gym over the weekend, but im going tomorrow...and, instead of getting my license im getting a one year gym membership *does the i love metrosport dance*-- mom made this thing called rhubarb crisp...i ate like a quarter of it...sooooo yummy *keels over/melts*. today im going to read to the kids at moms work...still havent figured out a way to make it exciting for them..bah! excitement--who needs it? not moi....ok well moi desperatly needs it, but what the hey? ackt! and for once in six years we are finally staying in town for christmas this year :) sooo happy a/b that. i havent had a christmas tree that i was able to enjoy in years. i miss going to mass at my own church.im so excited about being able to wake up on christmas morning and just veg in an old t-shirt and not have to scramble to get made up. lala xmas in town- sweaters, fat free hot chocolate, gingerbread (can you tell moi es excited?)that show with the guy w/o the bellybutton is on tonight; think i might watch it. having mushrooms for dinner *squee*--ive been told i am going to turn into a mushroom and a pitcher of grape kool-aid, but i dont see anything wrong with that--in fact that might be fun *muses* Current Mood: there is something poking me (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 12th, 2006
7:20 pm	i am starting to get muscles- it is very cool. yay metrosport. not yay richard dawkins. ive decided im going to have to read and summarize two tales a day if im going to get this %^&*$#@ assignment done in time to do AP US assignment. good thing i already did the english assignment or would be having a major freakout right now. finally rented while you were sleeping-- am going to watch it tonight. hottie mclifeguard was back the pool today..well not at the pool, but in the building. yay hottie mclifeguard. went to Asia Hut-- bought 15$ worth of rice and noodles.... i think i need to take off my nail polish tonight b/c abi's little brother was having just a litte too much fun scraping it off in the car today and i dont want him screwing up my nails or w/e-- its starting to get on my nerves now anyway. oh and grr. the swimsuit that i wanted to get with the wire in it is only for sale in nc in winston salem and some mall that i have no clue what store it would be for sale in. very annoying. think i might go see potc 2 with abi and nora this weekend. stupid liz and holly already going to see it without us.... still grappling for what to do for sweet 16...meh- dont care. ill do something and it will be great *hopes it will be great*................i think after my requirements surrounding the ancestors tale are done im going to burn it....oh-- and this is the face of pure evil: Current Mood: chipper (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 16th, 2006
7:52 pm	so, ive decided to update with an extremely shallow post..yay shallow? had a great hair day today..figured out how to put on just the right amount of plum lipstick so as not to look like a whore but actually look natural.. tried on the dress mora gave me a while back..fits kinda funny...like its too big but its not...hmm dunno..oh! and shaving my legs tonight b/c i get confirmed tomorrow night; after four long months of growing out the girls its time to say goodbye *sniff*...i also have to get a new bookbag this weekend, yes i know we only have 17 days left of school, but my bookbag is more hole that fabric... am having a dad moment (my dad is like in love with john mayer...kind of scary actually..but i heard one of his songs while @ food lion tonight and now am listening to it on my computer b/c it got stuck in my head)..never knew rod worked at food lion..kind of embarrassing b/c we were already trapped into his lane with our soap, fabric softener, AND SUPER HUMUNGO PACKAGE OF PADS, when i noticed he was the bagger, but oh well..did i mention i had a good hair day today? b/c really, it was kick-ass....ok, im out of material- not much going on today b/c of benchmarks, which is actually kind of nice b/c i havent had a moment to catch my breath lately, especially with the whole staying up late watching the 3 hour season finale of gray's anatomy...if i had to give up all tv (which wouldnt be a bad thing) besides one show, i would watch grey's anatomy....hmm my hair looks kind of like merediths...ok...the shallownessosity is over now, you can go back to thinking deep thoughts about curing world hunger and such. Current Mood: silly (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 4th, 2006
5:55 pm	man today is such a better day than yesterday. feel so great. its like my days are bipolar: one day going great, next life hates me, day after its going great again.... eh thats not really right...yesterday was a bad day anomalie; i blame pms. but seriously. today. was. great. found out i can do 100 sit ups in one sitting. did total of 500 during my workout today. also managed to play it nonchalant/impassive: felt that way a little too, but in a good way. although i got an 84 on my chem test, in comparison w/ other people's its not that bad.last night i was feeling bored and decided to see if my earring holes were all still working well since i hadnt worn earrings in them for a while. DAYHM! My holes were like going going gone. I had to re-peirce two with earrings, and after i repeirced one i still had a hard time getting a stud in so i really had to push- prolly scar tissue formed or somat- then i started to bleed a little. since i dont have any actual pairs of studs that im either not allergic to or that dont pull through my holes (have lost most of them by now) i have to go to claires this weekend and get 2 pairs and some ear solution so i dont get an infection. am currently wearing 4 different kinds of studs in my back two sets of peircings, my front two holes are ok and dont need treatment...and im serious on this one, captain cruch: quaker oats company doesnt know what they are onto- that stuff is AWESOME! oh captain crunch, your sweetened oat and corniness encourages me to wake up every morning! Current Mood: chipper (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006
7:35 pm	murr promised myself i wouldnt stalk. and i did. poop. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
7:23 pm	so reading kaytees lj- seems like our lives are like one in the same. feel pretty crappy lately. j_______ p______'s comment today didnt exactly help...man, i know i shouldnt feel like a freak, but i do...all i want to be is normal...is that so wrong? maybe thats whats keeping me back from enjoying my usually upbeat life:freakishness. I mean things have been going ok, i just feel crappy and like a freak/outsider...but i have some pretty awesome friends (esp. noah of the chesticalls and hard shoulders, emily, mewb, kaytee, lunch crew, clubbers)so life could be worse...oh and to top it off am in the 6th, count it 6th "slump" of the year>< murr i hate these...i think this is tying into the whole feeling like a sixth toe deal...ah alas...really want to go over to katt's tomorrow, but if i doesnt rain ill feel like i need to go to the park to workout...so im hoping it rains... oh and only two for today: (+)lunch (-)rest of the day Current Mood: freakish (Comment on this)
Monday, May 1st, 2006
6:40 pm	ok, i think im just going to write my next couple of entires like this..so deal with it ^^ (+)400 sit ups today-feel like a beast! (+)had some little boys at the park fawn over my "big girl bike"(aka didnt have training wheels) (+)got patronized by some nice elder folk at the park (+)met a cute dog named loopy who had drooling issues at the park (-)mr smith got angry in chemistry and made us do a miniquiz? thingly that was evil (-)certain people who shall remain nameless werent in a certain period >< (+/-)the ketchup song is stuck in my head (+)have mushrooms for dinner (+)summer, aside from AP precourse work, is going to be awesome (+)i reeeeeeeeeally like my hair (+)my thirty pound cat took a nice mini-nap with me today (-)have to do homework soon (-)conformation interview is next wednesday..a little scared... (+)guys and dolls this friday (+)pretty sure that if i "drop enough" by the time i go see my dad he'll buy me a whole new skinny wardrobe ^^ (-)a certain someone in math decided to sit in our group and be annoying (+/-)ms irby was our math sub: (+)shes like really old so class is fun with her (-)it was really hard getting her to let me go to the bathroom (+)katt's in my genocide group i be feelin great lately son.....ok urge gone, never saying that again... Current Mood: you say you like my hair too? (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 30th, 2006
8:38 pm	ok, adrienne is like my best fried in the world. bar none. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
5:54 pm	another kaytee themed entry: (+)fit a skirt that ive never been able to fit before...got it like a year ago in the hopes that i would lose enough weight to fit it..not until today my friend, not until today *does the i am so glad i didnt eat that pie last night dance* (+)drove to target and whole foods and home depot today (+)bought food and flowers/gardening stuff (-)we dont have a rake or a trowel so i scooped leaves with my hands and dug holes with a spoon (-)had to wash this NASTY green moldish fungal thing off the fence WHICH TOOK FOREVER (+)went on a fun bike ride over to the west campus (-)lips so chapped my mouth looks like zoe's feet X@ (+)got to wake up @ 10:45 today cuz i went to 530 mass last night (-)THERES NASTY GREEN MOLDY STUFF UNDER MY FINGERNAILS...GROSS!!!*goes off to hygenitize* Current Mood: MOOOOLDZZZ (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 1st, 2006
5:03 pm	yay fitness (did I just say that?!) so, I biked the tobacco trail today...got as far as southpoint, then turned back. 15+ miles in all. way tired. probably should have eaten before I went on super workout, but oh well. am seriously pondering going to the rosebuds concert tonight. if michelle gets her way ill prolly end up going. dunno...still a little tired..and sunburned; oh! joy of joys- I have a t-shirt tan...a really really noticible one, as well as a matching shorts tan on my thighs.....being out in the sun for 3.5 hours suuure is great isnt it? >< oh well, feel pretty good...well, except for the whole im obsessed with a fictional character, but oh well. I have come to the desicion that i want things that i dont really want, so im going to try to put this past me. I think i might go shopping for an overshirt tomorrow. dont know. not sure i care.... ah alas alack. I think I'll call Katt tomorrow. see if shes up to walking to school with me (unless shes walking with someone else). mrft. im tired...oh and since mora's party is during lent, i wont be able to eat ANYTHING at her party...that veggie burger was my one source of respite (respit?)...oh well. Current Mood: stupid t-shirt tan!! (Comment on this)
Friday, March 31st, 2006
1:25 pm	i think theres an eyelash in my eye...and it hurts.well, am running on >5 hours of sleep, so even though i want to work out, i dont want to pass out or hurt myself...not sure yet what to do... (Comment on this)
7:06 am	i can't feel my legs... well for the second or third night in my life i have stayed up the entire night reading a novel. The time before this was while reading MONTMORNESSEY and i cant remember the time before that. I want to write this before I went to sleep to..idk.. have the insanity of my words seem more effectual? I started the novel TWILIGHT by stephanie meyer at 10pm last night..finished it at 7 am this morning.....I think this is the first time i have ever read one peice of literature consecutively for 9 hours. It was weird when my mom woke up around 6 and thought i had fallen asleep in the living room, but I was just like laughing...not sure why...delerium I guess. But seriously, I just finished reading MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA and when i started TWILIGHT i had my doubts, but in the long run i actually preferred it. I dont know, maybe its some sick fascination I have with vampires or love life that I lack that really sucked me in, but trust me, if I stayed up the entire night to finish a 498 pg novel, its worth reading. I give it an A+(tack on infinite symbol here)....did you know the birds start chirping at 3 am?......yeah so uh read the book...its really good, i promise..and if you dont like it, well then you just dont deserve to live. Current Mood: whats sleep, again? (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 30th, 2006
4:19 pm	children in large numbers are the enemy.... ok, musicians with the letter 'A' starting their names make the best workout music. dont care what anyone says, A*teens covers of Abba songs are awesome...at least to excersize to...had pretty good day- stupid kids infested my park so I had to leave early and went to duke. i think saturday ima go to edison johnson and do laps...not sure yet.... overall life is pretty..idk...swell? haven't gotten around to chemistry extra credit yet....prolly wont do it at all...stupid sasha being able to do it in 25 minutes....meh....wish she'd help me do it..... Current Mood: I <3 Maggi (like spicy ramen) (Comment on this)